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| Gosh it's been so long since I last wrote. I had a really pleasant dream a few nights ago, I thought I should write it down before it forever fades away from my memory. Getting hard to remember but the scene feels chilly, in a cold climate, very quiet, almost noiseless as if everyone is at home or it is just a small town. Kind of felt like when I was in Toowoomba in Australia when I visited it after the winter a couple years ago. The streets are clean, the buildings clean and well maintained, nothing modern, typical small town building. A little dark with street lights dotting the streets. The night started with me out with my brothers, we were are at a trendy cafe having coffee as a night out, sitting around the sofas reading magazines and chatting. Not many people around, typical atmosphere of Ponsonby in Auckland on a weekday. Just us and a couple of other friends. Felt so bittersweet to be around them in this mood. And then there was this girl. I personally didn't know them, so I sat quiet reading my mags and glancing around the cafe at people. But then I felt I had a crush on her (it's a dream after all), that I knew of her a wee while already but I ignored it and kept to myself. She was small sized. She had the mixed-blood look similar to Kristin Kreuk. Small, cute, petite and sweet. With straight dark haired slightly below the shoulders. We later head off and the scene changed from the cafe to us being some kind of accomodation. It felt like a hostel/backpacker accomodation, clean and tidy, fresh, new, like the YHA in Tauranga. Nobody was around as usual probably all in their rooms sleeping or watching TV minding their own business. I waited around a little for them (whoever it is) to finish their chat, and we all walked down a set of narrow stair to the ground floor to get out. My brothers walked ahead first not bothering to waste time and eager to get back home. They dissapeared round the corner in front of the hostel out of the light of the only streetlight just above the hostel entrance. I walked rather slowly, typical of me. As me and her were just about to exit, we could just see them dissapearing around the corner of a red bricked building and into the darkness. The doors opened and the chilly air blew through. About 5 meters from the front door, she came up and slid her arms around mine. It was strange. I felt awkward for a moment, "huh?" I thought to myself, "why did she do that?", "Is it because of the cold that she's taking advantage of it as an excuse?" Nevertheless, I acted cool and continued walking, but my mind was racing. It felt like she also had a secret crush on me, and waited for the moment, and this was it. As we walked out, I glanced at her and noticed she wore only a fitted top. I thought to myself, "is she feeling cold?", "should I give her my jacket?", "what will she think of me if I do that?", "will she think I'm putting a move on her?" Being me, I thought I would just be myself, and be sincere so I asked her "You cold? Would you like my jacket?" she shook her head with a smile and replied, "No, I'm fine, not too cold." I hesitated for a sec and I almost believed her. I glanced back at her and I took off my dark green bomber jacket and put it around her without her consent. It felt like forever during that moment when I was taking off my jacket. She looked embarassed and gave me a smile as a sign of thanks. We continued walking quietly. My mind was thinking of what to say to spark a conversation. I wanted to tell her how I felt about her. It seems she does like me. My heart was beating. After crossing the pavement just before the corner where we lost the rest. I looked at her with my honest eyes and she looked up. For a moment there, we understood each other, I wanted to say something then she lunged forward to kiss me. I fumbled backwards, hitting the red bricked wall and her eyes closed and it felt all the puzzles matched up, that second, that moment everything was right. It was romantic. Then I woke up. Sigh. Guess that's why I remembered it. heheh. Till next time. | | |
| Put an x to the things youve done:
(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight =/
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back :[
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your xanga friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from myspace
( ) been hxc dancing at a show
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
( ) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
( ) been lost in ur own city
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
( ) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them (in a different language... ahahaha)
( ) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower (who hasn`t?)
( ) have a little black dress
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish (um stuffed nemo doll that bunny now owns)
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD (stolen from my ex roomate by accident)
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
(x) lost something you will never get back
( ) wish you had something you could never have
(x) drank orange juice after brushing your teeth
(x) know how to play guitar (a lil)
(x) wish you knew how to play guitar
(x) are afraid of spiders (HUGE ones and spiny ones)
( ) play too many video games
(x) are online too much
( ) isnt online enough
( ) enjoys xanga (for the most part) | | |
| I was just updating my friendster account details on work experience that the memories of working at a cafe came up. Although I should be in the shower, I felt I MUST tell you this story.
A classmate from uni of mine had to go to an interview in Hamilton, so he asked me to fill in for him. So I did. It was exam time and mine was not due for another week so it was ok. This lil' shit cafe is called 'Love Bites Cafe'. Remember this name brothers and sisters coz it's the dirtiest lil' shit I have ever seen. Dirtier than those along Manchester.
When I first reported in for work, I was pleasantly surprised at the aroma of scones and how well dressed the owner was. This cafe was bought over by an Indian couple, hence the condition. Still unaware of the 'shit' I was in for, I introduced to myself to the wife and the other HK girl working there. Very pleasant. A little odour from the kitchen was ok, as this cafe is not all that new. The lights were dim and the cafe was situated inside an office building. So the wife asked me to slice a few tomatoes and wash the lettuce for the girl to prepare the sandwiches. She was using plastic gloves, which I found out later was the last time I saw it worn on her hands. Standing around doing nothing, I offered to wash the dishes that were piled on the sink. Seeing I did a good job the bitch wife started giving me all the dishes she could get her hand on. Man those fuckers were oily. So I chucked all the lil shits in the dishwasher, even the god damn frying pans, several times even.
As she saw how efficient I was, she asked me to wipe down the cupboard, which had years old stains. The fuck that was dirty. The cloth she gave me. Could she even smell? Is her nose fucked? It smelled dried socks and sweaty shirt, from armpits, that was left in a damp toilet for a week! I sprayed almost half the bottle of cleaner on the cupboards to mask that stench. I almost puked. I extended my arms to its max to keep that shit away. Next I chucked the cloth into the dishwasher. The strange thing was the girl didn't complain to me at all about her Indian boss. Weird.
The next thing I want to tell you is how the Guy cooked the breakfast orders. This cafe is most busy at breakfast where they have to cook the foods. Having no experience in this field or in cooking it seems, that guy seem to go berserk. HAM!! EGGS!!! QUICK!!! There was once the husband went out to buy some supplies, and the wife asked the girl to cook the eggs. The girl went off to prepare some more sandwiches while it cooked. As predicted the sucker burnt. But the very.. veryy.. unprofessional thing the wife did was to scrape the burnt bits off instead of cooking another egg. That was bad. I would've done a far better job than that.
At the end of the day my hands were dry ass. Another thing was the preparation of lunch. Lunch there was a mix and match diy style. The wife asked me to cut the meat. If u can imagine the most unhygienic way of doing it, that was it. There was a customer who came in, and when she was going to put the food, she quickly changed her mind and left. The couple was standing there wondering what happened. It was the meat you dumb fucks. The word hygiene ring a bell? Well, that was the last time I went to that cafe. Good riddance. I hope they get some lessons or go bankrupt. | | |
| Today, is a good day. It started when I took the bus to downtown, as I opened my wallet to pay to the bus driver, I realised I have no cash!! Where the hell did it go??? Shit, I'm sure, I had $5 cash and two $2 coins. Fuck, I turned around and headed out, still searching my goddamn wallet. Then, after like what seemed forever, a bearded white dude with sunglasses getting to work, turned around and asked me, "No money?” I said "Yeah", "come on, I'll see if I have enough credit in here", meaning in his bus card. Shit. What was I to say? I was grateful. All I could say was 'thank you very much'. Even the hot negro lady that hopped on the bus with us smiled at me.
That guy was a typical kiwi bloke. I would have expected the negro to offer, but not him. I was wrong. Well, lesson for me to not judge a book by its cover. Also today, a Korean girl from my class sms'd me asking me about the test I had and stuff, hmm..., surprise surprise.
Today is also badminton day. My first game was crap, as I felt dehydrated, and felt sick since I had diarrhea today (still is a good day), but then after a lil' rest, I got back on my ass, calmed the fuck down, and kick some real ass!! Yeee-haaa... It was a good day. God bless all of you! | | |
| I want to share a chocolate experience with you. I went to this birthday party a couple of years back. It was a Malay girls birthday. The party was so so, as I didn't know half the people there. And there was this chocolate cake. For some reason that day I had a craving for chocolate. As I bit into my slice of cake, I swear, I almost had an orgasm. Have any of you had that kind of experience? | | |
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